and what are you willing to do to get “it”? Step one must be defining the “it”. Sounding simple enough a task, yet my efforts these past two plus years, as flip flap floundering like a fish, out of water gasping and inching across the sand, water bound.
Until I wasn’t, swept up in everyone else’s drama which compounded my sense of dread; worrying what people thought, why did I leave a job, what do I want to do, accompanied by several near missed opportunities- jobs that weren’t meant to be. Taking a breathe, deep long exhale, and believing in the power of me…. wobbly, unsure, digging down deep to live with purposefulness. It’s still there- I have to be willing to sit with the feelings. They don’t last forever. Intake, glean and learn- surround self with positive attitude. We finished first, then cheers others finishing up their stories. JUST BE ME, I’m good at this. And more to come ❤️lwhite